Big week....

So I meant to write a couple weeks ago when I reached 80lbs lost, but I didn't get around to it. Now this week has been CRAZY!! Since last Friday (Feb 22) I have lost 6lbs! That's like a pound a day! (It's only Thursday today) I am so amazed by this week. I know that every month I go through this where I lose nothing for a couple weeks and bounce between a few pounds and then suddenly one week I drop a few pounds, but it's never been this much! Funny thing is, I haven't worked out either. Just worked a few days. I think the biggest thing is I've been focusing more on drinking water and trying to eat clean the last few days. I've eaten some things that definitely are not "clean" but for the most part I've been doing good. Instagram has been a big help on finding clean eating ideas via #cleaneating and #fitspo etc. Also, my friend Dianna is a big inspiration to me because she eats so darn good all the time! Seeing her food on instagram and logs on MFP makes me want to try harder to eat better. :)

I guess that's it. I just can't believe I've come this far already. It still doesn't seem real at all. I have 14lbs exactly to go until I reach 100lbs lost. ME! 100lbs smaller. That's like a whole person. Crazy I tell you!

Until next time.....

Me in June 2012 after losing 20lbs (size 20) and me after reaching 80lbs lost! (size 12)

Food is not my friend.

All I can think about right now is food. It's 11:32pm and I am fighting myself so hard not to go get a snack. Last night I caved and had popcorn. Not going there again. These last couple days I have been thinking about food nonstop. So much so that I was super tired today and unmotivated but I went and walked my treadmill anyway because I wanted to be able to eat more. That's pathetic. I wish I could just shut my brain off and go to bed ya know? So frustrating. Guess I'll turn on the tv for distraction and hope I fall asleep. Tomorrow starts a new week, lets make it a good one!